Sunday, September 27, 2009

I can do bad all by myself.



I applaud Tyler perry for his hard work and dedication to what he loves most. All that he went threw didnt make him give up but only made him stronger and strive for success. Ive loved his work from day 1. All of his plays are awesome. I must say this Madea Character is beyond amazing. You can be having the worst day on this earth but pop in a Madea play or movie, i bet that frown will turn upside down. But i finally got to see I can do bad all by myself. It was soooo Goood, and i love Taraji. Shes such a good actress. But this movie was so funny, I was literally crackin up Lol. I also cried, (sorry im sentimental lol) but it was a tear jerker! The thing about Tyler work is that they all have messages. There's always a moral to the story and inspiration.

Well i went with my old friend Jet bcuz i stood him up the time before. He's recovered from the flu but we went to TGIF. It was good i got Chicken pasta. I havent been to TGIF since like march but its was kool. So we ate then went to the movie theater and i had to use the restroom. So im walking towards it. I read the sign that said Ladies left and Men right. As i walk i get side tracked by a text message. Im reading it walking into the restroom when i look up and theres a Guy doin his last shake. I walked into the mens restroom. OMG i covered my eyes while laughin and turned around!!!!! I couldnt believe i did that. the guy was crackin up. I walk out and keep straight to the ladies and i glance at Jet like why didnt u say anything lol I was so embarrassed because there were other ppl around. But Jets kool He just laughed at me. Hilarious stuff i tell you. wish you couldve seen it lol. anyways if u havent seen the movie go do so, you'll enjoy it! :)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Pick up lines... smh

I thought pick up lines were so old school! Believe it or not guys still use them lol...It cracks me up. How are u gonna tell me the same thing u told someone else 10 min ago.

Hey beautiful/gorgeous is proly the worst lol well to me. Am i spose to blush... NOT! Thanks but my mom actually told me those things growing up so i it doesnt come as a surprise when guys say. And I dont go lookin for guys to tell me that to feel confident. Dont get me wrong he proly feels that way really and its nice at first but after i've told u my name, u can stop callin me beautiful every 5 seconds when referring to me because your now over using it.

As you know I play basketball, but if i hear another guy ask me, "If we can play one on one? what were playing for?" Im gonna scream! literally! another one is "When u gonna let me play for your heart?" NEVER lol... This is not love and basketball although i absolutely love that movie. I love basketball, but its not all I do. So dont talk to me about it 24/7 its annoying unless its about King James! i can talk about him all day!

The myspace/facebook game is so Lame! Youre proly on there messaging 50 million girls a day copying and pasting the same message hoping they respond. Then if they do, u play if off like u aint try to kick game! Shut up, yeah you are. i bet over half the guys that send these annoying messages have girl friends which is disgusting and sad. I know this because i've been that girlfriend on the other end lol. anyways I dont even read these messages 95% of the time, just Delete! lol it kills me when they send multiple messages after I havent replied to first one, funny stuff i tell ya.

ex. Whats up Ma? how are you doin? My name is ..... I just had to say something because you are gorgeous. You have a pretty smile too. You seem kool & I would like to get to kno u better, if dats cool.

No its not cool lol. I just got one last night which inspired this post that said "WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE TO BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON MYSPACE?" lol if this isnt funny then idk what is. Thank you but its very cliche and Lame, lol nice try tho. Some of the things these dudes say is silly. Some actually send dang biographies. From their name to there DNA, dude i dont wanna know you! The Whats up shawty/MA/Sexy are very annoying. Im sorry but dont come at me like that, its not cute nor attractive.

Im not gonna sit here and bash ALL of them because i do respond to a few like 5%, but the guy has to be cute/ handsome and i gotta be bored lol! But its nothing more than myspace/facebook friendship. This social network game these guys spit may actually work with a few females. Some girls respond and they actually end becoming friends w/ the guy, eventually evolving from friendship to relationship! But hey if thats your thing then do you, youre just having fun right!


PEACE.LOVE.HAPPINESS

Random...

Never thought I'd live to see the day Atlanta would flood.
This pic below is of a teammates house. I could even begin to image when i heard. The first thing i said was NO WAY! then i seen the pics and it was very clear. Its soo sad.. not only for her and her family, at least no one was hurt. But My prayers are definitely with those across the city who lost there homes. Just gos to show that anything can happen. take nothing for granted because things, even life can be here one day and gone the next.

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Well Its HUMP DAY aka Wednesday! :)
the week is almost over... practice then more studying. Im starting to feel like things are very routine which makes me feel like somethings missing. Idk it just may be me... lol But something needs to shake... i have an idea but ill keep that to myself hehe... The season will be here soon so thats good! I know that because our kicks came in :)
LEBRONS

Monday, September 21, 2009

CHANGES....

I know people can change, I have my own testimony. Circumstances can change as well, but i dont understand why some people dont. They are content with where they are in their lives. Wether it be economically, Spiritually, or relationship wise. They're nonchalant about things that should be important or just doesnt care. Personally i done get it.

I know I dont want to have to worry about living pay check to pay check. I work hard now so that i can Play later sorta speak. I know some people grow up struggling in a low encome family, ok fine but you would think that should make them want or strive for better. Not in all cases, some feel that they stuck i guess, letting that situation define who and what theyre gonna be. No thats not who are you, thats just a status that can change dramatically but its up to you.

Im a woman of God, and this didnt happen over night. It took growth, experience, and support over the yrs. Something i take great pride in these days! But i dont understand it when people say they wanna change but still stuck doing the same things they did saturday night before church sunday morning. Its not gonna jus happen you gotta make it happen, its something that you have to want. Its not gonna be a easy road but anything worth having isnt gonna come easy. Open up your heart to Jesus, hes waiting. He wants the best for your but you also have to want it. Stop talking about it and be about it! I promise you wont regret it :)

Sincere relationships doesnt seem to exist these days. Any kind of relationship, wether its pure friendship, or significant others. Its hard to find someone that is consistant, loyal, and genuine with todays generation. Relationships take work and compromise, dont ask God to send you someone then dont do your part. You just dont appreciate that person and eventually taking advantage of their love for you. They get tired of it and you say you'll change. Well if you truelly care you change. And not just tell them things you think they want to hear to keep them around. Im not talkin about just changing for a week Because what you do in the dark will come to light eventually. But you should change for the better if its something you really want because Healthy relationships are great! Theres nothin like having true Love and someone that you know, no matter what has your back.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Just feel like bloggin....

ITS FRIDAY
Its been raining all week! Its not a big deal to me, it definitely helps me sleep like im sure it does everyone else lol...
I only had two classes this morning so now im waiting for practie at 2 to go home...yayy! Idk why im so happy because i have absolutely no plans lol. Oh well i jus love sleepin in my Bed! :)
Maybe me and my good Friend Jet will hang. Idk because he had the flu all Week, Poor thing :(
Me and Jet went to high school together, He was also my first REAL boyfriend. You know you have the middle school boyfriends but they dont count bcuz you dont date you just see each other @ skool and talk on the phone occasionally you know lol so I say real bcuz i could actually go on dates and hang out to get to know each other. He was a senior and i was a freshman, we both played ball, he was the star and i was the upcoming star lol (kiddin) This was my first yr at this skool, i didnt know anyone bcuz we jus moved to the area. So dating him gave a few kool points with the "In-crowd" along with my Coolness Lol! but he ended up going to school while i had 3 more yrs of HS left. We stayed pretty cool for a while then kinda stop communicating. Lost numbers and doing our on thing played a part. So its been almost 3yrs until this summer that we actually hung out. So now we communicate on the Regular which is kool! I enjoy his company, He's different, thats my buddy!
Im lookin foward church this weekend! I love my pastor, hes so geniune and down to earth! He delivers the message so well, i totally understand his points and what the Lord is speaking thru him to tell me! Praise and worship the best! My cousin plays the guitar but he like sooooo coool with it. Hes not like 23 more like 53 which make it even cooler! but i guess we'll see what the weekend have in store for me but for now i g2g! have a blessed day you guys!

PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS

Thursday, September 17, 2009

His Will...

Its been a while bloggers, Ive been pretty busy here lately with school, ball, and my internship. I just had to post this blog about my growth over the past few yrs & my relationship with the man upstairs. Im so happy with life right now and where im at, not saying everything is perfect 24/7 but I truelly have a different outlook about life.

I grew up in the church. If i wasnt with my grandmother, an evangelist, my mom definitely had me and my sister there. I actually remember when my grandmother taught me how to pray. I was about 4 or 5 and I say that prayer til this day but along with more things. Of course i've aged so i'd say is more advanced from the age of 5 lol. I sang in the church choir from about 10- 17, even lead a few songs. I was baptized when i was 13. Im no stranger to Father, Son, and Holy ghost. So i guess i can say i've always had a relationship with God but During my adolescent i really didnt understand that u just cant go to church to go to heaven. During high school, i was in church evey sunday, some days of course because my mom dragged me. Stayed out Saturday nights partying with friends. But i managed to make it up at 8 am every Sunday. Still singing in the choir and bible studies along with other church activities throughout the week. It never crossed my mind until now i really wasnt growning spiritually because i was still of the world and doing things i wasnt spose to like partying and takin things for granted. Not really being thankful for things like most teenagers do.

I go to college, & yeah i did get to experience the "College Life". I did my work but i must say my partying out weighed my studying. I didnt attend church not nearly as much as i should've. I blamed it on the distance because my school was 2 hrs away from home. (LAME EXCUSE I KNOW) because there were plenty of churches i couldve attended around my school. So mostly my freshman i partyed with the home girls and lost touch with my spiritual side. During my sophomore year i stopped the partying and drinking. It simply got old, i didnt enjoy it was much as i used to. I knew i wasnt living right so i stopped. Although i stopped, still didnt attend church or read my bible. But i was merely just ACTIN GOOD, which doesnt give u the key to the pearly gates. It was a start.

I transferred schools, and decided to transfer to a Christian school where i am now. Its not much to do around here. Its small but the most important part is i like it. When i first got here it was a totally different vibe from what i was used to. I must say that it was almost wierd lol. The people around seem different, kind odd, so i was like "what did i get myself into." I told myself this could be a good thing and embrace it. The first year here i kinda went through the motions. We have these services on Tuesdays and Wednesdays that is mandatory called Chapel and convocation. I skipped a few. we're also required to take bible classes. I really didnt care for those at first bcuz they were long and kinda boring. I still hung out and partied occasionally. So one day i was thinking, "I'm taking steps back". That's not what i wanted so i stopped gain, attended church on the regular besides school and did more studying of the bible. And really focused on my relationship with God. But i struggled with how people (FRIENDS) would think of me and that i wouldnt be able have fun anymore.

So i then prayed about it and God spoke to me. I shouldnt care what people think of me, it only matters to him and how he perceives me. And that it was time to stop playin and get serious about it and thats what i did. I took what i learned in my bible classes and applied them to my personal studies in the bible. Since opening my heart to him and embracing my situation with my school i must say its the best decision i've made ever. Im such a happier person, it feels like i have this new Inner peace. Im able to not hold grudes and forgive people. Ive grown alot closer to my family on my dads side. I take nothing for granted and more optimistic than ever about any situation. Its amazing how He works and reveals himself. Im soooooo thankful for Him and all he has done for me. If i had a thousand tongues i couldnt say thank you enough. I keep him first at all times bcuz i know everything else will fall into place even when things dont go my way. I know he will not leave nor forsake me! If no one else has my back he does. When I have no one else to talk i know he's always there to listen. This is the new me like it or not but i dont care because I LOVE IT! Hopefully one day i wanna go on a mission trip because last yr it didnt work out! Ill just pray about it :) I know the devils gonna try attack me from angles but im grounded so i will not fall.

John 14:16-17 (The Message) The Spirit of Truth

If you love me, show it by doing what I've told you. I will talk to the Father, and he'll provide you another Friend so that you will always have someone with you. This Friend is the Spirit of Truth. The godless world can't take him in because it doesn't have eyes to see him, doesn't know what to look for. But you know him already because he has been staying with you, and will even be in you!



God Bless♥